New always seems exciting…better somehow. The New Year is usually the holiday I count down and celebrate with a cheer. But, this year I felt a bit of trepidation. New feels a bit scary this year.
When I think of new I usually think of good things. A new shirt, a new baby, a new apartment, a new destination, new friends, a new restaurant, a new recipe.
But, new shirts need tags ripped off and a good washing. Sometimes they don’t fit as well as I thought. New babies cry and demand a lot of attention and care. Sure, they’re cute and all but…new isn’t just exciting, it’s hard work.
In a new apartment I can’t find my way around in the dark. New shoes feel pretty awful before I break them in. It took a good soaking rain storm to make one pair feel excellent and that happened 3 years into wearing them.
Making new friends takes time and attention. Time to share memories, experiences, preferences, life. New recipes sometimes don’t look like the picture and new restaurants are difficult to find.
New doesn’t fit quite like the old and I like comfortable and known. I don’t want to wait three years for the storm that finally makes everything fit right.
When I celebrate the new year, I bet I’ll indulge in a little more nostalgia for auld acquaintances and times past as is fitting when a new year arrives. I plan to take a look at the last year which gave us a lot of twists. We find ourselves a little weary at the end of this year. I guess I am ready for a little new even as I pine for the old.
Because new flowers are beautiful and new babies are warm and snuggly. New apartments hold yet-to-be-made memories and new friends enrich my life. Finding a new favorite restaurant sparks my curiosity and new shirts sometimes graduate to favorite shirts.
New isn’t all bad yet new is a bit more complex than I originally thought for a mere 3 letter word.
What is new in your life this year?